Friday, July 24, 2009

on the ones called friends

let's say the bar is set at "adequate," and most are disappointing me.

and the spite and the loneliness and the shame return.

on the noises sounding in my head: why am I so bad at life? why haven't/can't I attract awesome people in my life? am I pushing people away? where do I need to try harder? do I need to be more proactive? I think the genial aloofness MO isn't paying dividends. do I have unrealistic expectations? do other people get lonely? how did I get this far in life without ever having a proper best friend?

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